Sam Tuuta: The Incredible Power of Self Talk
This episode of How to Be a Real 1%er features Sam sharing her journey from self-judgment to self-acceptance. Sam talks about how she transformed her relationship with herself, particularly around body image and self-worth, through mindset shifts and greater self-awareness. Her story shows how changing our internal dialogue can positively impact our health, relationships, career and overall happiness.
What you will learn in this episode
- How negative self-talk shapes our reality and how to shift it
- The connection between mindset, weight loss and overall well-being
- Why limiting beliefs hold us back and how to break free from them
- The importance of recognising and questioning internal narratives
- How self-acceptance leads to better relationships, career success and personal fulfillment
Key takeaways
Rewriting the narrative
- Sam shares her journey from deep self-judgment to self-acceptance
- This fundamental shift changed every aspect of her life
The power of perspective
- Changing her internal dialogue helped Sam break free from limiting beliefs
- This new perspective led to significant personal and professional growth
Taking action
- Sam's story highlights that true transformation happens when we stop overthinking and start doing
- Taking the first step forward creates momentum for change
Join the conversation
Sam's story reminds us that lasting transformation begins with how we think about ourselves. If you want to shift your mindset, break free from self-imposed limits or create meaningful change in your life, this episode offers valuable insights to help you move forward.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: Hey, everybody. Welcome to this episode of How to Be a Real One Percenter. Uh, this is a podcast where we're redefining what it means to be successful. Uh, no longer the just incessant drive for one form of external success, but it's really living the life that we were truly born to live, which means, uh, having all the success that we want and foremost just being who we genuinely are, and living our genuine lives. Uh, I'm really, uh, been looking forward to this, uh, episode, uh, and before we go anywhere, I'd like to welcome Sam Tuuta, my guest, uh, our guest for the podcast today.
Sam, firstly and foremost, thank you for making the time to be here. Uh, I’ve been looking forward to this one because, uh, look, this work is a lot about the power of the mind, and I think people don't understand a lot about what the mind can do when, when it's not running us or when we're not buying into its stories. And, you know, I’ve been looking forward to having you share your story with what you've done, uh, with mindset and, uh, and just what it can do in, in many areas because you've done a lot of things. But, uh, particularly in the beginning on your physical health and things. So firstly, what brought you to, you know, uh, to, uh, our conversations and, uh, yeah, I'd love to hear your story about, uh, what you accomplished. I think we'll all, we're all going to love to hear it once, once we know what it is.
SAM TUUTA: Yeah. Um, basically, I was referred to you by, um, a very good friend, two very good friends who work with you as well. And, um, it was a point in my life where it was spiralling. I was probably at the bottom of everything. My work, I'd had, just had a work injury. Um, you know, had issues with my back, which you, we just briefly spoke about. Um, I had a relationship breakdown. Things weren't going great with, you know, my relationship with my family. And yeah, just an all-time low. And I had a, yeah, great friend recommend you. He saw it. He was like, "You need to go see Shridhar." And to be honest, in the beginning, I was very sceptical. Um, I was like, "Oh, you know, how's this guy going to help me?" All this, you know, woo-woo stuff.
And it's, I thought, "Right, I’ve got nothing to lose, so I’ll get on here." And to be honest, I found the work at the start really confronting and I probably had my back up and I was, um, how can I put it? Probably wasn't open to the work at the start. I don't know if you felt that. Um, but as we kept going, I just really leaned into it and, and learned to love it.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: Yeah, I could see that at the beginning you were, uh, you know, you were, you, you were there. You just, you know, I could see there was reservations there, but you still showed up and, and you did it enough. But, uh, you know, the thing that, uh, uh, something that you haven't mentioned there is, is, uh, I remember there was a, a health, a weight thing if, if Can we talk about that? because it's quite a significant thing that you, uh, reached a point where, uh, you didn't look then like you look now is basically. So, on that story, you, uh...
SAM TUUTA: Yeah. So, I gained a lot of weight over a very short period of time. And now, when I look back at it, I think it was to do with the way I spoke to myself and how unhappy I was in my life. And you don't realize the impact of your mental wellbeing, how it transforms you physically as well. And when I, yeah, saw you, I was at, I was the biggest I had ever weighed. It was 106 kilos. And the scale, every week when I was getting on it, just kept creeping up and up and up, and I just, I had no idea why it was doing that. It was just mind-blowing to me. And I had reached I remember looking down at the scales and seeing 106.3 and I was like, "Wow. How did I get here?" And, and how do I get out of here? And I remember, I think when I saw you, I was talking about having a gastro bypass.
And my friend, my friends who recommended me to you, they were like, "You're crazy. Like what are you doing? Like, this is, you're going to take some drastic measures to lose weight, and you don't need to do this." And I'd, I saw the surgeon. I had the costs. I was ready to go. And I'd spoke to my family about it, and I had pretty much made my mind up. And I thought, "Well, I'll just give this a go before I cut my body open and do this." And I met you, and we started working on, you know, basically dissolving stories that I had made up about situations and myself. And it was absolutely mind-blowing.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: And I remember contacting you. It was a very short period of time. I was keen to find out, because it was a very short period of time, and you, I remember you, the I said, "How are you going?" Right? And we touched base and you said, "I’ve lost 23 kilos."
SAM TUUTA: Yeah, it was.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: And it was a very quiet a short period of time. You just, you switched over. And I remember, you know, part of your stories and, is, you know, about your uh, you know, about your past, and you're like, "Well, this is just how it is for people." You know, this is what I I'm s- I'm saying this and it's just, um, every episode I talk about gold, Sam, because that's why I'm doing the podcast, is because there's, uh, there's hidden nuggets of gold that, you know, each person brings to the work and, and, gets from it. And that's what I want to share with the world, you know, uh, whoever's interested in watching that. And, you know, that, that, the gold of you just coming in and saying, you know, "This is the way it is for me. This is the way it is for everybody." You know, and all the conversations you had in the past with, um, family members that just said, and you were just like, "Well, this is how it is, right?" "This is what I'm" And this is the only way out. And then, as you started questioning that and really looking into the heart of that, you started coming out.
SAM TUUTA: It, they didn't know either. Like a lot of people, you know, they don't do this work on themselves and they don't see, seek out advice from people like yourself. So, they're unaware. So, they're just giving the best advice that they know. And, and sometimes I think that can be really dangerous, because they are not educated enough or don't have the knowledge enough to, to pass on those, you know, almost like it's like an acceptance or something. Like, "Oh, yeah, no. That's fine. You should go and do that because that's the only thing available."
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: That's your only option that you can have. And, you know, one of the things for me that, that brought me to what I do, as far as the work that we do here, is all the things that I did in my life that just didn't give me the result that I was looking for. You know, I had a turnaround moment, which you'll know about, uh, early on with the coming out of the drug addiction and that. And it was just, when I had that moment, and I just had a, a momentary vision that life was what could be anything, you know it could, there would just have this infinite possibilities and I got a glimpse of what my life could be not the one that was on the streets and all of that. And I just wanted that.
But so many of the things that I did after that just didn't either feel right or they were misleading or you know, um, they just didn't, yeah. And, and as you say, I think they're doing the best they can, but it's one of the things that brought me to the work because I was fortunate enough to have some teachers show up in my life, you know, I call them teachers even though they're not, like the word, but they, you know, profound people in my life that showed me this is all going on up here, and if you get that sorted, there's a whole lot you can do out here that you otherwise don't think you can do. And you know, one of the things I'm so, um, inspired about you being here is how many people are out there judging their bodies. We were just talking about it before you know, the pre, pre-podcast here. How many people are, you know are just...
SAM TUUTA: Every day, like, and it, it's-I’ve got three younger sisters and, uh, just some of the things they say about their bodies or like, you know, what they see on social media, it's, it brings tears to my eyes because it's really emotional for me because it was such a, I just think it's The social media and the how we judge each other and what we think we need to be is just it's sad.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: Yeah. It's, it's sad because, you know, we it often comes up here and I'm really, um, you know, appreciative that it does. It's like, given this opportunity to edit our lives, right? That's what social media is. "Let, let me edit the portion of life. I can edit it five or six times if I want." But we've somehow, you know hopefully it's changing. But we come to believe that that's who that person is, right? And it's But that's not who they are. There's so much doctoring up and everything going on. It's just a persona. It's like an It's an act really a lot of the time. It's not saying all social media because you know, I use it and I, but I just tempted to as be as genuine as I can be. Hey, this is what you get. You know, if I’m, I'm not, don't mind if there's not a gazillion million followers, whatever the case. Will somebody hear a message that makes a difference for them? That's what everything I do is about you know, and I’ll just put it out there.
But what you're talking about, it's about how many likes am I going to get and for that I got to look this way and I have to do this and that. And there's hiding going on, you know? There's surgery going on to look, It's, it's not genuine.
SAM TUUTA: No, it's not genuine. None of it, a, a very small portion of it is and we've been trained to think that if we like was I was saying earlier, if we punish ourselves at the gym and we cut back on eating and we go get surgeries and we fill ourselves with Botox and filler and, you know, we'll eventually be happy when we get there. You'll never get there. And I have friends that, you know, still like, they go to the gym and they still kill themselves on the gym and they're doing these fad diets and stuff and, uh, you know, I don't try and push what I have done on them, but I think to myself, "Wow. It I" It's all here.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: If you just got this right first.
SAM TUUTA: Yeah. It's all there.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: You know, and then, you know, of course we want to eat the right food. You know, good foods for us but we'll figure out what that is but what, where do we figure it out from? Do we figure it out from, "I'm in terrible shape and I'm a terrible person and I need to do that."? or, "You know what? I'm great how I am. But I'd like to look a bit different and feel a bit, you know, lighter or whatever."? And it's far more successful in that, in that way, isn't it?
SAM TUUTA: It is. It's far more successful and the way we speak to ourselves, like, I'm like, "Wow. If I spoke to someone else the way I speak about myself and to myself, I would have no friends." It, it's, it's so it, it's terrible the way we speak to ourselves and we punish ourselves.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: On the last podcast I remember saying that "I want I should have bottles here and when a piece of wisdom comes out that we just want to bottle it up and keep it."
Yeah. That's one. You know, you've had two so far and that, that's one. If we, if we spoke to others the way that we speak, to allow ourselves to get away with speaking to ourselves, how many of us would have, you know any friends. But yet we think somehow, without realizing it, that that's the way to go. "That's the way I'm going to improve." "If I just beat myself up enough, I’ll improve." But it never happens.
SAM TUUTA: Because I think when I was at that stage mine was, "I'm fat. I'm a pig," or something. It was really awful and that is just I, I'm like, "I can't believe I used to say that to myself."
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: It's the biggest thing that we have to get through. So, when anyone wants to get through any kind of health things, when it deals with weight, We have to deal with the belief, "I'm fat," because that's the baseline that everyone's dealing with. So, it's like, okay, that's a fact and, and if you look on social media or magazines or on the TV, you'll get how much reinforcement for that being true?
And but it's just a word, right? And, and, and I think what I said to you at one point was, "Okay, uh, were you always" You know, we because you did a lot of questioning but at one point, I just said to you, "So, um, have you always been fat?" And you said, "No." I said, "Can you tell me the exact moment that it happened? What was the exact measurement that went from not fat to fat" or you know, and you were just like, "What? It's just a made-up word." Right? And then you're just like, "I just am what I am." Okay. Well, would you like to feel you know. Do you want to change? "Well, yeah. I'd like to change because I want to feel better." And, and that's so different than, "I'm fat and I have to change myself and endlessly beat up." And this is why just, um this is something I was hoping, so thank you for saying, that would come out because it's what we do in every area, isn't it, Sam?
To get better results at work we beat ourselves up because I know we're going to get into some of the other things that we focused you know that you focused on in, in, in our conversations and what we've been doing but, "If I beat myself up enough, I’ll do better at work. If I beat myself up enough, I’ll lose weight. If I beat myself up enough" And it just doesn't. You said something that is just resounding. You will never get there.
SAM TUUTA: No. You never do.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: Because how can you get there when that's your basis? But if you don't have the judgment then we could go anywhere that we want to go. So, I'm sure that we all want to hear a bit more about the journey. So, you had, so you came in and so what, what did you realize? So, when you said you had that, um, I think it was a fat pig, wasn't it?
SAM TUUTA: It Well, yeah. It was a fat pig and, I, it makes me cringe saying that now. Like, I'm like, "Oh, God. That's hideous." Um, yeah. We did a lot of work. We unpacked that and I think a lot of it did come back from my childhood. We went way back and, um, you know, I had abandonment issues and, um, you know, an issue with my father and not being good enough and which was all not true. Um, and once we started dissolving all these stories it was incredible where my life took me. You know, I started my business and I healed my relationship with my father. We have a great relationship now. Like, so good, um, with my family.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: And you did that. You, you, you initiated that.
SAM TUUTA: Yeah. I did and I just I, I just didn't see the point of, you know, the back and forth that we used to do and I just had to dissolve stories that, yeah, weren't true. And even when I speak to m- you know, I’ve spoken to my dad about this before. Um, he was like I always thought he wasn't proud of me or like because he didn't show it or he didn't say it and he was he always says to me, "Bubba, I'm so proud of you." It, it's just something I made up in my head. And, you know, like, I had this thing of not being good enough because he was really accomplished in what he did and I wanted to make him proud and like, you know, do great things and Dad was like, "You are. You all are." "I love all of you guys and you're all doing amazing and I'm proud of all of you." It's just, it's just crap we make up.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: There's the bottle moment, right? It's just crap, but that crap really destroys our life and
leads to a life of self-judgment and incessant. You know, this, um What you said is something I say a lot, Sam, is that it then creates this, uh, you know, this big thing that we think we have to do to have some worth, but we can never, I'll just keep repeating this today because it's, it is you just struck us with gold from the start. We can never get there because say we're, we don't feel good enough because of that. We'll go, "Okay, you know what I'm going to do? I'm going to do the greatest thing in the world so I can be good enough." Then we do that thing. Maybe even we succeed at it.
SAM TUUTA: To get your gold star.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: To get your gold star. And even if we get the gold star, what's the next thing? "I'm not good enough again. Okay, now what do I have to do?" And we live our whole lives out of not good enough. And, you know, I'm just going to use your word because it's the best word anyone has used so far. It's just crap. It isn't true, is it?
SAM TUUTA: No. None of it is true.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: It's just, It's made up.
SAM TUUTA: And I feel like with the relationship, especially with my father, when I had the conversation with him, he was like, "That's just crap." Like, I had made up this big story in my head that he is this, you know, like, person that's punishing me and he's I need to do good. He was like- almost like, "What the hell are you talking about?" And like, and it's just shit.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: And, and look at what it does to us though. If you think of the impact, what was the impact in that relationship with your dad all those years before you saw that?
SAM TUUTA: Oh, it was awful. Like, you know, it was a real love-hate relationship. I lived away, I lived in Sydney for lot of time and, you know, he'd come over and things were good, but then I, I was always almost like on the defensive in the attack with him all the time. So, he could never do any right. And so, every time he would try or say anything wrong or do something, I would instantly defence. And then it would start an argument and then we wouldn't talk for, you know, a longer pa- amount of time. It was, it was actually, when I look back at it, I think, "Oh my God, I feel really bad for treating my dad that way."
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: Yeah. That's what happens, right? And in the, in the beginning we start out by, "How dare they treat me that way?" Right? And it's just that full...
SAM TUUTA: Like a victim, yeah.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: Next bottle moment. Right? because that's what we all do. We create ourselves to be these victims. And, and it's not, it's not healthy because we're not that. We're the thing that we're a victim to, look, I’m, I'm going to be really careful about this because I know things happen, I see it every day in my work. Real things happen to people, right? And real things happen to kids sometimes, so I'm not suggesting that. But I'm saying, you know, I, I, I had a client recently that we, you know, we took through and, and she had a, um, you know, um, uh, something happened when she was a child, you know, like a, um, a serious thing happened.
And she's, you know, she was just adamantly holding onto, "But they're wrong, they're wrong." And I said, "Well, you know, we" She got to understand that she was in a victim type of mode. And then I said, "By the way, when's the last time it happened?" And she said, "About 30 years ago." And I said, "So who's victimizing you now?" And that's when she got it. She said, "I, I'm just carrying it, aren't I?" I said, "It stopped happening 30 years ago. You're carrying it still." And, you know, that's what we do. But the thing I, um, you know, really appreciative that you're saying is the impact that that has, in that relationship.
But then when you realize that So, there's a couple things I want to, uh, delve a little bit deeper if we can, because if I'm listening to this and I haven't been introduced, you know, haven't had these kinds of conversations, I'm saying to myself, "What stories how did that change?" You know, what, what stories got you from, uh, believing you're a fat pig, which is just so completely just a random story, right? Uh, what, what happened? Like, where did you how'd you go from there to, "You know what? I'm actually really great and okay, I want to lose some weight because it makes me feel better." "I want to look different. Not that it means anything different about me, but that's what I want to do." Uh, what would someone say, how'd you make that journey? Not so, you don't have to say, specifically the whole thing.
SAM TUUTA: There was probably six months of my life from when I first met you to probably, yeah, six months after when I, you know, had lost majority of the weight, which was in such a short time, um, it was a real pivotal turning point in my life where everything changed. It was a real shift. And I think we've just spoken about this recently too. I've had another big shift. Um, and I really feel them now when my w- when my life and my kind of my universe is, is moving.
And that was one of mine. It was, I lost the weight. I had well, I think we were seeing each other weekly at that stage. Um, yeah. Resolved the issues with my dad, like, well, dissolved all the stories. Um, I actually reconnected with my sister, my half-sister. That was something that always, you know, troubled me. And from this work only good came out of it. Like, good, you know, things. Like, it just started every like, it was almost like every week something good and better and was happening. Work, you know, started to take off. And now, like, I'm in a position where work's amazing and it, it's I’ve opened, dissolved lots of stories. I'm open to so many more things. I'm seeing things in different lights. I, I just can't explain how this work just it has changed my life. It really has changed my life.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: Yeah, yeah. Well, that's what I'm that, you know, thank you for saying it. Because that's really what I'm about. Like, if I’m, uh this work is probably not for everyone, but if someone is saying, "I really want" uh, you know, because it, if I think of myself and I was at that Space Needle, you know the moment. And, and I saw that just how much my best life looked different than the one that I was living. And I wanted that. And that's really the people that I'm here for, is whether they know it or not, they've got that hunger to just get to that best self. And it requires some transformation, doesn't it?
SAM TUUTA: It does. And it's confronting at times.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: It can be, right? I say it's courage. I, I end up saying this on every episode. Um, but, you know, because there's some amazing people like you are sharing these stories that we just don't hear about every day. And this is why I believe this is different, what we're doing, because we don't delve into things like this. Excuse me. Even if we do, we don't go to the depths of it. And, you know, this, this work here for me is about, it is about that, that whole scale transformation. Like, if it's in a relationship or if it's in our work and changing the way that we feel about our work, if it's about the changing the way we feel about us. But I’ll say it every time, I end up saying this, like, it does take a lot of courage to do that.
But there's a saying, a popular saying, you know, he, and I’ll put she, he or she who dares wins. And to me, the greatest dare you can take is looking in the mirror honestly. What are those things that are going on up here, you know, that, that are limiting me? What are the judgments that are going on? You know, you've done a, um, beautiful job of saying how destructive that can be. What are those things? And let me face them, you know? Let me question them. Let me find out how, how did this even arise in the first place? And most importantly, is it actually based in truth? And you found what d'you find out about, Uh, believing you're a fat pig?
SAM TUUTA: It's not true.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: Not true. What did you find out about your dad? Didn't think you know, wasn't proud of you.
SAM TUUTA: Yeah.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: And another thing, if you don't mind if we delve into it, because I remember your relationship with your work was something we discussed. Do you remember how it was back then? Uh, and I don't know if you can say, I’m, I'm happy to share what I remember, but, be better coming from you.
SAM TUUTA: Yeah, you can share. Yeah.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: Oh, look, it was just you were, uh, from in my language, just driving yourself mad to please people. You weren't looking after yourself. You were like working, I don't know how many hours a day. You know? And if somebody would ask something of you, you were like you didn't think about what you'd already had on the plate, you just go, "Yes, I’ll do it." And you ended up really, you know it was an overwhelming stressful place that you got to.
SAM TUUTA: Yeah. Like, look, I, I think starting a business, it's not for the faint-hearted. It is a lot, uh, you know, there's a lot of hard work, there's a lot of effort put in. Um, you have to work more than your 40-hour week, you know, when you're wanting to start something. Um, but I think I had, I don't know. It's almost like I felt like I had to busy myself or like, feel like I had to take everything on and, and in order to feel like I owned a business. It was really weird. It was, um, like, because you think, you've got these preconceived ideas that a person who's running around doing all these things and da-da-da-da, like, you know, and, and busy and you're working 50 hours a week. And don't get me wrong, yes, on the weeks you have to, yes.
But, um, I, I probably took on too much. I was stressed out. And to be fair, I'm probably coming around a little bit, because like, this work is always ongoing. It's, you never, you know, you never...
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: You never fully get there.
SAM TUUTA: No, you don't. And, and you still go, and I'm probably coming into a bit of a circle with the work thing now. Um, you know, I have another mentor who I do speak with, who you know and do things with. And he has, you know, I’ve spoken about this and even like last week, he's like, "You need to put some more structure around," because I'm getting to that point where I'm working a lot again and, uh, you know, but it's just being aware of that and, and like, right, what can I do to kind of- not be in that space again.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: Yeah. Well, I said to you today when we just met up before the podcast and you said some things were going on in your life. And I said, but, uh because I moved away, right? So, I'm not, I think this is the first time I’ve seen you physically for three and a half years.
SAM TUUTA: Yeah. Yeah.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: And, uh, I, you know, you said there was some things going on but what's, um You know, because we're filming in Christchurch, New Zealand here, but I, uh, and I used to live here, but I moved away, and you said there was quite a bit of things going on, but I said, "Yeah, but you wouldn't know it." Like in the past, when we first met, you knew that you were going through stuff. And I'm like, you know what? So, I wouldn't have known you were going through that because you're just so different, you're like you're just dealing with it. What'd you say to me? Um, just get on with it.
SAM TUUTA: You just got to get on with it.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: Just got to get on with it. Where in the past it was, you know, all the…
SAM TUUTA: It was bringing me down. And, yeah, I’ve just got to be aware of that, because I am still probably learning how to deal, because I'm still a new business. I know I’ve only been in business for four years, but, you know, and I am super, I am getting very busy at the moment and I'm lucky and, like, I'm very grateful for being in this position, um, for the work. It's a good problem to have. But, um, I’ve just got to be aware that it doesn't bring my vibe down, you know? Like, I know how to deal with it.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: Well, you'll know what to do if it does, right?
SAM TUUTA: Yeah, I do.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: It's a good point that this is alluding to which is that we've got patterns of thought. You know when you said we don't get down there. It's definitely we move significantly. I think we're that you're easily demonstrating that. We have significant movements in that.
And I know for me, when I think back, I still get stories that, that come to me. But if I think about, how are they now compared to how they used Night and day. Like, they don't run my life like they used to. But they do, they do resurface.
SAM TUUTA: They do.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: And it's important to know that, right. It's not like a one and done. I'm never going to have that again.
SAM TUUTA: 100%.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: It's how do we navigate it, right? We're all getting those thoughts. We're all getting self-judgments. We're all getting It's like; what do we do with them? Do we buy into them? Do we drink them away? Do we you know, whatever, eat, drink, whatever away. Do we, uh, try to ignore them? Do we stuff them down or do we actually go, "Oh, here's the next thought." "Let me sit with that one." You know, treat it like a, a friend, not an enemy. But see it on its way, y- you know, connect again and, and that's where for me, that's you'd mentioned transformation and, you know, that's really what it is. Like, life is just this precious experience.
I spent like 30 years dedicating, because I knew that if I was going to fulfill my potential, I'd have to find out, like, what is all of this about. So, I’ve been on a journey. And, and like you said, there's answers always coming. But I went down the purpose track and we got to find our purpose and tried to find a bunch of people to help me do that. But in the end, the conclusion I’ve reached is life is just simply, once we get out of the stories, there isn't anything to prove. It's just an opportunity. It's like we go to a theme park, just an opportunity to have some fun. Well, life is an opportunity to have joy, to have There's challenges in it, but it's to, it's just an opportunity. And the one that I would love to take is I want to love the experience. You know, to go to a theme park, I don't want to be a downer. I want to have fun that day. And, well, that's no different than life.
And, you know, I think, um, that's where the transformation thing comes into it. And for me, it's a matter of degree. And I think that's what you're picking up is, but, you know, what's it like, you know, if you go back? You know, it's a great time is when we come on, we haven't seen each other for, in person for a while. It's great to reflect, right? how different has it become? And, you know, it's, it then puts things into reflection.
SAM TUUTA: Is that it does, definitely. And I think it's really important to share that, you know, your work that we do, like we caught up just before Christmas I think and it was like, I was like, "Right, I’m, you know, going through this, um, shift again and I'm wanting to do some goals," or we don't call them goals, we call them creations. Um, and I need to kind of get my clear on what I'm needing. Um, and so, like, it's important to share that the work never stops. Like, you're still having It's not like I’ve seen you and it's a doctor and you've put a band-Aid on it and, "Okay, I'm fixed now." It's we, you're constantly, you, you have to keep working at it. And there's always things that arrive, um, that you need to deal with. It's just I have learned techniques now to be able to deal with them.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: Next bottle moment. Yeah. It's about practice. Everything's about habit and practice. What are our practices in life, Sam? And for most people, our practices in life are self-judgment or blaming others or hiding ourselves away or these are our practices. They become, or believing these thoughts, um, creating relationships that are distant. These become our practices. Every day we're practicing them and don't even know it.
And, you know, you just said something that's absolutely gold, which this is just about changing the practices, right? But there are some that can be profound shifts, right? Some of the, the, the things I do, the work, you know, that, that we do here myself and I just know how profound it can be to shift out of, you know, we can all feel stuck and, or we can all feel limited or we can all not be clear about what we want to do and, and it goes forward. And, you know, I think that's, um, something that you're bringing out which is, you know, what, what are those practices? And that's just so important.
Because something that you're bringing up to allow to happen on this podcast, you know, the reason for that, which I don't think I’ve had an opportunity to say directly is because when you said about your father and, and, you know, that would have happened when you were really little that you decided, oh, he's not proud of me, that must mean I'm not good enough. Now I need to live my life to make sure he's proud of me, so I can be good enough. We form, in this case, you would have formed that identity over the course of your life to this time you started questioning it. So-
Those patterns even neurologically are in the brain. They're, they're recorded, even though they're not true. They're recorded in synapses in the brain, etc. And they're just on repeat, you know, and because they're, they become a survival mechanism. I have to make sure that I'm liked, so let me make sure I do everything to make sure I'm liked.
So, the reason that it's an ongoing thing, well, there's two reasons. We just became somebody that we're not, didn't we? That's what happened. When you came in and said, "I'm going to go and get that bypass," whatever, that wasn't you. That was some identity that said, "I'm not good enough." And, you know, you said it more directly. And that's not you. And so how long does it take to connect to who and what you are? And as you do it, you see it's an ongoing thing, because who and what we are isn't fixed. It's, it's, you're, I mean, you're discovering a new aspects of you, right?
SAM TUUTA: Oh, 100%. Like, I felt like when we first started, I had a big shift in a very short amount of time and a lot of things, you know, started to move and, and change. And then I went stagnant a little bit for a while and then I felt like I came through another shift. Like, it, it does Yeah. It moved really fast and it went really slow and then it moved really fast, but I think it was just at the stages I were, was at life and, and where I was. But I, uh, yeah. Like, that brings me back to the point as you're always working on it and you always got something. But we changed what we talk about now. Like, you know when we first met, it was dissolving stories. Now it's about what can I do and the creations. Like, when we sat down and did the creations, it was more planning about, okay, cool. I'm here now. I'm really excited to put something into place and this is what I want out of my life.
Like yesterday when we had the financial freedom course, which was great. It was, um, you know, a ten, uh, intensive course, um, here in Christchurch with 12 of us. And, um, I walked away from that with so many gems that I was like, right, cool. This is exciting. This is what I can implement in my life now. And, and I said to you even yesterday and today, I was like, when I was on this course, because I was so open to financial freedom that I had six new inquiries come through. It was my big, while I was in the course. It was incredible. And I can't explain that, but it was all about the energy and the, what I was there for and putting out into the universe that I want to make more money to be able to gain financial freedom.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: Again, next moment of absolutely gold. Because it is one of the most difficult things people say, how are you changing this? Because one of the things we talk about is that. How you change your mind and then things happen. And people go, what do you mean by that? It doesn't, it doesn't sound right. It's who, who, right? You see it happen, right? And it's creating that space.
Um, you're bringing up something for me. So, I remember years ago, I've gone through a few incarnations of this business name. And I remember sitting with my wife, Susanna, and I'd been kind of pulling out my hair going, what should we call it? Cause I just, I said to her, I just want to create a name now to go forward and not have to keep, cause I felt like we outgrew that one and we outgrew that one. And I remember we were back and forth cause she helps me in everything. And, and, and I said, um, you know, I remember we were just sitting down and I said, we've got to get this right. Cause we need the branding and all of that done. And, and she just said, well, what do you do? Right. What, what do you do? What do you want to help you do? And, and I just, without even thinking about it, just said expand, right. Which is our company now, but what you're bringing this up because when all this is the theme I think for today is when you say that you don't ever stop, if you think about it, expansion, if you drop a pebble into the, uh, into a still lake, you know, have you ever done that? And you watch the concentric circles.
Well, if you think about concentric circles for a moment, how big do they get? Right. We've got; you can expand out to the size of the earth. You can expand out to the size of the galaxy. You can expand out to the universe. If you know, one of the current physics, uh, uh, theories is the ever-expanding universe, right? The big boom and a big bang. And it, and it just, um, carries on. If you think about this expansion, is it, when does it stop? And the thing is, is how big do we get? How, how, how much do we have to be able to do? So that's the fun of it though. Wouldn't it be dull if we got to a point where we just thought, okay, I've done it. There's no more growth. But that's not the way it works. There's always that next wonderful thing. So, uh, you mentioned the financials. So that's your next amazing journey to create financial freedom for yourself.
SAM TUUTA: Definitely. I think, you know, I've dissolved what I needed to dissolve and I've now moved into a big shift in a mindset where it's like, okay, let's go, let's make this, you know, let's make this life cool. Like let me kind of gain that financial freedom. Um, there was a real gem yesterday, which I liked was the chart that you had. And it was like, where do we live a lot of our life out of? And it was the have to should do to, you know, like, and I was looking at that line that was in there. I can't remember what it was. It was like, love to, like to, um, choose to up the top. And then it was like, have to need to.
And I was like, where am I living a lot of my life at the moment? And it was below the line. It was like, I have to, you know, these, and I was like, right. I went home yesterday and I was like, okay, I have to change that. And so, after this, I told you I'm going home and there's, I've got a lot of planning to do. And that's what I will do today.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: I mean, the thing is before that, that got presented to me, I had no idea. I was just living right. And no one had ever asked me, Hey, are you loving your life? Are you doing things primarily because you think you need to? And once it was posed to me, I was the same. I'm like, I'm just doing everything I think I should. And it's, it's not very fulfilling. And then I realized I had a choice and you know, and that's, um, this is so good. I'm pleased that you went away and did that and asked and looked to a large degree. I think you've been doing it naturally. But when you consciously ask that question, where is, where am I living my life out of? You get to then change it. That's as I just hope everybody does that. Where am I living? And what if I lived a life, I love, what would it look like? And then the courage is to, this is where you're, as you say, dissolving stories comes in, dissolving the fears that are in the way of that.
Because one day we're just, it's going to be done, Sam. You know, I talk about this a lot of one day it's going to be done and we're going to know what we did, but it's not just at the end. It's, um, it's, it's all along the way. We know if we're doing it or not subtly inside, we just have that lack of fulfillment. So, you know, what you're saying is really, really important, but isn't it different? Like to now go, Hey, I'm going to live forward loving it. Yeah. It's just a whole shift.
SAM TUUTA: But it also proves the point. Like, like I was saying, I'm still doing the work. Like I went home last night and I was like, okay, how much of my life am I living below that line? And I have to, should do. And I was like, I live in that from Monday to Saturday. I live, love to, like to, choose to on a Sunday. I was like, right. I don't want to do that anymore. How am I going to do it? And I had this, and I, again, thought about this last night, this fear of, Oh, but if I don't, you know, ring these clients today back who rung me yesterday, they won't want to walk with me. Well, that's not even true. Like it was just, and I'm like, they can wait till Monday. If they really want to work with me and I'm supposed to work with them, then if I ring them Monday, it'll be fine.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: And then you'll find the people you really want to work with are way happy to wait till Monday. Okay. And it's not anything to them. And it's a great relationship. Whereas the ones you go, I'll call them anyway. I found for me in the past, those were the ones that were the hardest work. And it was like, they didn't really want to be there. And I gave me the hardest time. So yeah, you're bringing up something. I just want to put some words that I have to it. When you're true to yourself, this is what I'm hearing a lot in your conversation today. When you're true to yourself, then life just starts showing up for you. And this is one of the hardest concepts. So, I'm really thankful. This was the kind of reason when we started the podcast, this was the kind of thing that was sort of intangible that I was hoping by people sharing it in their own real things that are happening in their life, that, that, that people could see it. And, you know, you're just doing a beautiful job. It just works, doesn't it?
SAM TUUTA: It does work. And you know, you can't, you can sit there and be like, why? And it just does. And I just leave it at that.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: Yeah. It's a good, good idea.
SAM TUUTA: Yeah. And just leave it at that. And I meet people and I, you know, I hear their stories and they haven't done work or I, there's certain things in their life. I'm like, oh, I wish you would, you know, do this work. But, um, so I think this is a great idea with this podcast because it's, it's showing them. Cause a lot of people, like I said, I was sceptical when I first started, I was like, what is this woo woo like stuff? And I wasn't a true believer, but now, like I said, it has changed my life and it will continue to change my life. And I am so thankful for my friends who recognized when I was in like a really dire situation to pass on you to me. And I hope to be able to do that for other people. And I think, you know, you've seen my sister in the past, my younger sister once or twice. And, you know, she, even though she only saw you once or twice, she still puts into practice the things that you guys spoke about.
So, this work is super important. We put all this time and effort and money into, like I said, going to the gym, making ourselves look good. And because we can see it all, but it all starts here. If you just put the money here, this will work out.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: Works out more effortlessly, doesn't it? That's the thing. It's like, we don't create the struggle. You know, you've said a lot about stories. That's what they do. They set up life as a big struggle. So, everything we're trying to do, whether it be weight loss, whether it be having a better time at work, whether it be relationships that everything becomes harder. And when we realize, hey, I'm just projecting a bunch of stuff onto that and really get face to face with that in a way that we go, I don't need to do that any longer or not to the same degree, at least at all, then it becomes more, you know, that's, that's the key to it.
And I'm with you. I mean, look, I have delved, you know, I'm the kind of guy I have delved into trying to figure out how it works. And what I've come to is that we just live in a world that is so much more amazing. And I'll just use the word magical than we think. And, you know, once we understand our true relationship that, you know, as we think about it, it happens, or as we, you know, project things, we're blocking it, we just start to realize how powerful we are. It's actually easy demonstrate, it is easily demonstrable, because you can see the amazing things people have created. That's why I love creations, right? Goals, just to me, it's like the next goal I have to slog to get, and I'm going to fail if I don't get it. And I was, you know, I just don't, the whole thing is, is pointless.
But creations are like, Hey, here I am. What do I want to do? But we start to understand just how powerful we are. And if you look at life, you know, I think about a story that I share sometimes is, when I was a kid, I wanted to be an astronaut. So, I was a child back in the days when they were sending rockets to the moon and space and all, you know, all that sort of stuff, the Apollo missions. And I was like, I want to do that, right? But I went a little bit farther. I was just like, I went to the point where I was like, what do you have to do? I wonder what you have to do to be an astronaut. And in those days, because I grew up in the US, and you had to join the Air Force and get to NASA. And then, you know, you had to pass all these different tests. It was the only way. And now it's not long before there's a space hotel, my understanding being built into space, right? We know that there's at least three companies taking people, civilians to space, right?
And now my understanding is one, at least, is building a hotel. So, it won't be long for anyone to be able to rock up, pay your money, you know, it's a significant amount, but you pay your money, go to the space station, stay overnight in your hotel, I'm sure it'll be very nice. And then come back the next day. Someone thought that up and created it. We're not limited. We just limit ourselves, Sam. And I think that's what you're doing such an amazing job of illustrating today.
SAM TUUTA: Yeah, yeah, we definitely do live in a mind that limits us. And if we just broke free of that, the things you could accomplish is just, if I look back at where I was for five years ago, I would never think that I would be sitting here with you doing a podcast, talking about my journey, you know, having a flourishing business, and having a great relationship with my family. I never would have thought I would be here. So, I'm, and I think we get ashamed or a bit embarrassed to say how proud of ourselves we are. And, you know, like I find that can be quite confronting for people. But why? Like, I am super proud of myself.
I just had this conversation with my sister this morning, she has bought her first house and with her partner, and they're about to have a baby. And she said, “I did this, you know, on my own, I didn't do it without any help. And she's like, I'm proud of myself. But I can say the way she said it; she was a bit sheepish. And I was like, don't be afraid to say you're proud of yourself. You've done that. That is so cool.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: Well, you've been on both sides. So, this is a great opportunity to ask this question. You've judged yourself until the end of time, right? And you've been proud, you're being proud of yourself. Which one's working better for you?
SAM TUUTA: Being proud of myself.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: When we stop and think about it, it's absolutely ridiculous that we don't think we could say nice things about ourselves or think highly of ourselves where, you know, what a, what a terrible concept that's ruining people's lives. So well, I guess on that note, Sam, that's probably like, I think that what else could we say on top of that? Like that I knew when we started talking about you being on here, I was like, this is going to be a really good one. And it's really exceeded what I even thought, like where you went. So, I do have one last question. I just think that's just beautifully put. We, I don't want to, it just feels right to, to, yeah, except for one question. It's always on one because there's people out there watching. They haven't, you know, we might not know me or work like we do. And, but they're interested in, you know, having some sort of, I don't like the word improvement, but, you know, changing something or transforming something or, you know, whatever it be, their relationship, their physical health, the way they look, or as long as they're not judging that hopefully, but their business, money, anything of it. What was the one thing you'd say if somebody's saying, this is always the question I ask every guest on the show. What's the one thing if somebody says, I want to start it now? Uh, what's one thing you could say to them they could do today that says, hey, I could, I could go forward in that, uh, whatever it is that I want to do.
SAM TUUTA: What's the one thing I'd say, just put it into action. Just do it. Just do it. Like, just don't think about it too much. Do it and give, give things a chance. Like I gave you, you know, like I gave our time a chance, give it a chance because magical things can happen for sure.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: Ooh, I'm now tingling.
SAM TUUTA: Did I give you the tingles?
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: Well, uh, look, all I can say is thank you. Thank you for making, not just making the time, but for, uh, opening yourself up to share. It's not the easiest thing to do. It's not the easiest thing to do, to have the courage to do this kind of work in the first place. It's definitely as, as courageous or more to share it. And I can't tell you how valuable it is. People are coming to me and saying how it's making it, you know, these are making a difference to them. I know your story is going to make a difference to a lot of people. So, thank you heaps for, uh, for being here and sharing.
SAM TUUTA: It's been great. So, thank you.
SRIDHAR KRISHNAMURTI: All right. And well, and thanks for watching, uh, this is, uh, another incredible episode with, uh, uh, incredible person, uh, Sam Tuuta. Thanks for watching how to be a real one percenter and, uh, we'll look forward to seeing again soon.